2018年12月14日 星期五

夏至難忘 5

8月1日,
“親愛的,妳知道我非常想妳嗎?”西蒙說。

奧黛麗一脈輕鬆的:
“我知道,我正在讀商業管理。”
奧黛麗昏昏欲睡地打了個哈欠,看了看時間:22:00,該退出網絡通信。
“我想去睡覺,晚安!”

西蒙回應:
“親愛的,妳一直是我生命中的亮點。
老實說,我非常努力,我有很多事情,有個非常忙碌的一天,比任何事情我都想念著妳。

我的天使,妳是我的陽光,妳帶著如此多的快樂和幸福點亮了我的生活,有了妳,我內心愉快,我可以整天微笑,因為妳我很堅強,妳是我的一切,妳是我的生命,我將和妳一起度過餘生。

我希望妳能明瞭,愛就是開啟幸福大門的萬能鑰匙,並且當妳似乎不明白為什麼被某些人所吸引時,愛已經悄然而至,我遇到的人越多,我就越意識到只有妳,我才想要和妳一起變老。

儘管天空可能很高、河流可能很寬、風很強勁,記住我們是最好的,告訴我,我的天使,如果我為妳伸手,妳會緊緊抓住,永遠不要放手嗎?如果我伸出雙臂,妳會擁抱我嗎?如果我搜尋妳的嘴唇,妳會吻我嗎?如果我擄獲妳的心靈,妳將會愛我,像我愛妳一般,說我們會永遠在一起白頭白頭協老嗎?

我的心上人,無論前方的道路多麼艱難,我將不會採取任何替代路線的,原因是我們可以通過。無論前進多麼艱難,我會繼續堅持下去,我的旅程永遠不會平淡。妳是我所看到的亮光,妳的愛就是我所需要的,妳離我幾千英里遠,我仍在看妳的每一個動作。感謝科技,如果沒有他們,親愛的我就不會遇見到妳。非常愛妳......擁抱和親吻。”

奧黛麗帶著十分抱歉的心情應答:
“我很抱歉,今天早上,我的舊疾再次發作,身體非常不舒服,到目前為止,情況已好很多,請別太在意。”

“小心喔,不僅要為我保重自己的身體,也要多注意自己的健康,不要太累,我非常想念妳。”西蒙說。

8月2日,
奧黛麗突發奇想,寫下這些話:
“愛著你的愛,夢著你的夢,
悲傷著你的悲傷,幸福著你的幸福。
因為路過你的路,因為苦過你的苦,所以快樂著你的快樂,追逐著你的追逐。
因為誓言不敢聽,因為承諾不敢信,所以放心著你的沉默,去說服明天的命運。
沒有風雨躲得過,沒有坎坷不必走,所以安心地牽著你的手。
也許牽了手,前生不一定好走,
也許有了伴的路,今生還要更忙碌,所以牽了手,來生還要一起走,所以有了伴的路,沒有歲月可回頭。

這一生一世愛你,別無選擇。
像閃電劃過,潮水淹沒,所有角落再沒有什麼。
幸福誘惑,有夢想藏在心中,我想對你訴說,你能陪我遠走。
不怕犧牲,不怕付出,有始有終。
當風風雨雨吹亂你我,我依然執著,當花開花謝,我一直守候。
誰不曾認真,不曾流淚。我不後悔。在每次心跳。每個呼吸~愛依然執著。”

“親愛的,非常感謝。”西蒙說。 “我很高興妳的時間、回覆和理解。”

8月3日,
“我很抱歉,你傳遞信息的時候,我已經睡著了。”奧黛麗說。

西蒙說:
“我的愛,妳是真的太棒了,我的天使,非常感謝妳踏入我生活的那一天,妳把它變成如此美麗和有意義,妳是如此完美,我不能阻止自己每天告訴妳,妳對我有多重要。妳漂亮的臉蛋兒,讓我對妳著迷,妳性感的眼睛和美麗的心最吸引我,妳跟我說話的方式讓我為妳瘋狂。

我真的無法判斷最吸引我的是什麼。但是,讓我告訴妳,我喜歡妳的一切,因為我愛妳是真的。每次看到妳華麗的臉,我都會感受到妳的愛,在妳的愛中融化,我只是無法不再想妳,在我生命中缺少的拼圖,我真的不知道是什麼。但是,自從妳走進我的生活以來,我開始感覺完整。這是真的,妳讓我覺得完整,是的~我只為妳。

我一整天都想與妳的接觸,妳的出現讓我的生命中出現明朗的指引,現在,妳和我相愛在一起,我們永遠都不會分開。我想感謝妳走近我孤獨的生活,沒有妳的生活是很難繼續努力,我的心只為妳而跳動,妳在生命中的感覺有如童話,讓我們永遠生活在這個充滿愛的世界,很愛很愛妳!”

奧黛麗收到西蒙帶孩子們去保齡球館玩的一些照片。

“妳好嗎?親愛的,妳在哪兒呢?”西蒙說。

“非常好,剛剛在聽英文抒情歌,所以我沒注意到你的信息。打保齡球~我非常喜歡。”奧黛麗說。

“好的,親妳,親愛的。”西蒙說。

奧黛麗把西蒙的訊息傳給二女兒珊蒂看。

“媽~小心又是詐騙集團。”

“我會小心的。”奧黛麗心裡疑惑著。“我真的很想問他們為何要這樣做?”

珊蒂傳了一個無言的表情。

“哈哈哈哈~放心,我不會這麼做,只是他們的......不管外貌或內在如他們在社群媒體所發布的條件,不至於會需要做欺騙的事業,算了,不要去猜,故事到最後,就會見真章。”

8月4日,西蒙說:
“親愛的,我怎麼能放棄那些為我的生活帶來如此多快樂的人呢?老實說,我會關愛妳,我會盡一切努力地配得妳的愛。我將永遠對妳誠實、善良、耐心和寬容,且在妳需要我的時候,盡量守候妳。我會盡力值得妳愛,我的天使,我待妳就像妳待我一樣,和妳在一起生活,讓我們成為終身伴侶。

然而,為了充分和無畏地溝通,我已經把我的手和我的心給妳,作為溫暖與和平的避難所,並保證我的愛、奉獻、信仰和榮譽......當我和妳一起生活。我喜歡我們共同創造的東西,我希望妳知道沒有任何文字可以描述妳觸動我的心有多深,我會努力將自己的想法放在紙上,但每次嘗試時文字都會消失。我只知道我真的愛妳......只有妳,我每天越來越愛妳,我不知道沒有妳我會做什麼,並祈禱我們的愛直到生命的盡頭。”

奧黛麗說:
“如果時間可以暫停,我只是想靠近你,在永無止境的王國裡。
你是我的命運,你是......你是我的全部,你是我的唯一,你是我所有的喜悅,我的心永遠只屬於愛你。
如果你相信我的愛,眼淚姍姍來遲,來不及告訴你,我那麼愛你。
宇宙距離,我不能間隔無盡的想念你,即使星星移動的事情,第一個也是最後一個愛是為你保留的。
我的命運。”

西蒙說:
“哇~我可愛的妻子,感謝妳的瞭解和善良的詞句,我希望妳知道我是非常的愛妳,我盡我所能確信我們能夠結婚,讓妳做我可愛的妻子,一起直到變老。”

8月5日,西蒙說:
“親愛的,妳準備好面對任何想要阻止我們的喜悅和愛情的挑戰嗎?我真的很謝謝妳,讓我們共同所有的時光充滿喜悅,妳總是一次又一次讓我快樂,老實說,從我第一次見到妳的那一刻起,我就知道妳是我想與之分享生活的人,妳的美麗、內心和思想激勵我成為最優秀的人。我保證永遠愛妳、關乎妳、尊重妳、忠於妳,與妳分享生命。

如果生命在妳心中痛苦,我會在那裡充滿愛,我的天使,我一直愛妳,每天都向上帝祈禱妳的健康和幸福,親愛的,我邀請妳分享我的生活,妳是我所知道的最美麗、聰明、最慷慨的人,我保證永遠尊重妳、愛妳,善良、無私和信任,我會在妳身邊工作,與妳共同創造美好的生活。

我會努力給妳一個最好的自己,同時接受妳的方式,我保證尊重妳,給妳一個完整的個人空間,妳可以在任何時間擁有自己不同的興趣、夢想,以及欲望,我自己也是同等重要。我保證向妳敞開心扉,讓妳進入我最內心的恐懼和感情、秘密和夢想。

親愛的,我已經準備好並決定與妳一起成長,願意面對遇到的任何挑戰,我們將盡最大努力保持我們的關係充滿活力和激動人心,我會在美好時光和壞事中愛妳,我必須付出的一切和我所擁有的一切。妳是我的天使,為此~我會永遠和妳一起笑,和妳一起哭,與妳一起成長,精神上永遠對你誠實,只要我們兩個都活著,就要珍惜妳、愛妳。”

“對不起,你一直說你有多麼愛我,我都看不到任何的行動,西蒙,你有什麼具體的規劃?”奧黛麗天真的。

西蒙避重就輕:
““親愛的,妳過的如何,我的愛?
我非常想念妳。”

“我很好,愛~可以延長蜜月期。”奧黛麗說。

“親愛的,我現在可以打電話給妳嗎?”西蒙說。“我可愛的老婆,妳在做什麼?我真的很想跟妳說說話。”

“可以。”奧黛麗說。

“我想打電話給妳。”西蒙說。

“你是想聽我的聲音嗎?或者問我一些事情?我愛你的感情永遠不會變。”奧黛麗說。

“親愛的,我非常想妳,想吻妳。妳現在穿什麼?妳在床上?還是在哪裡?”西蒙說。

“我穿著睡衣,躺在床上看書。”奧黛麗說。

“哇,我想看到親愛的,也穿胸罩?妳穿的是哪種顏色?”西蒙說。

“是的,海藍色。”奧黛麗說。

“親愛的,我希望看到我的愛。”西蒙說。 “親愛的,妳在那兒或者什麼?”

8月6日,西蒙說:
“親愛的,妳已經擁有我的身心靈,我甜美性感、美麗、充滿愛心的天使,妳在海洋的那邊一切都好嗎?事實上,我猶如瘋狂般想念著妳,妳知道嗎?我度過無數次失眠的夜晚,在寂寥冷冽的漫漫長夜,我只能窩在床上想念著妳,數不清的歎息,淚珠滑落在脆弱的心,我希望能與妳在這裏,我的天使,我曾說過我是多麼高興我們發現了彼此,我也說過時時刻刻的“我愛妳”,我講過妳對我來說是什麼含意,我的生活也因妳而精彩,我無從追溯,謝謝妳。”

“謝謝妳喜歡我、愛我,因為我是我,我不能失去妳,我非常感謝妳將愛和關懷奉獻給我的方式。我深深地知道,妳已停留在我的心。我們一起留住愛,一起在愛中成長,彼此互相信任,親愛的,我愛上妳並不難,但是最困難的部份是將離開妳,我知道最好的部份我們可以永遠在一起。

這是我非常渴望的時刻,天知道我是多麼的想妳......我們可能分開,但我對妳的愛仍然更加強烈和甜蜜......當我感到孤獨時,我閉上雙眼可以感到妳溫暖的臂膀擁抱著我,妳專注的吻與甜蜜的耳語在在訴說'我愛你'。我的愛,我一直需要的就是妳,而且我想永遠擁有妳,和妳一起笑,與妳分享每一刻,但現在我會等待那個甜蜜的時刻,當它到來時,在健康和疾病中,通過悲傷和成功......我將永遠地握住妳的雙手。”

奧黛麗:
“為了你可愛笑臉,忙呀忙不停歇。
每天都值得紀念,每天情人節。
浪漫會多一些,浪漫每一天,只要有你,每一天都是情人節,只要有你,再多苦我都不會累。
我們都不會倦,然後愛到瘋癲,一秒都不浪費,只要你在身邊。
我的話不多,不會討好你,一句我愛你都說不好。
全世界想救都沒解藥,只有你給我微笑,該怎麼去愛你,我還沒學好。
太多的招式我沒記牢,原來牽了手就會知道,愛情不需要套招,這招只有你知道。
牽手,一直走到最後,我們開心的夢遊。
牽手,永遠十指緊扣,我相信我會永遠在你左右。”

“今天是我們認識第一個月的紀念日(我們是在7/6認識的)
下星期二(8/9)是中國的七夕情人節
七夕情人節快樂!”

奧黛麗傳送張祝福卡。

西蒙:
“蜜糖,非常感謝,早上好。“

“早上好。”奧黛麗說。

“妳在哪裡?”西蒙說。

“等一下,我會出去,陪我的女兒去逛逛街,事實上,我不喜歡逛街購物。”奧黛麗說。 “但我真的很喜歡逛書店。”

“用思念讓我們一直前進,想像你失落的唇印,想像你失約的旅行,想像你離開的一刻,如果我有留下你的勇氣,我能習慣遠距離。
愛總是身不由己,寧願換個方式,至少還能遙遠愛著你,愛能克服遠距離,多遠都要在一起。
我已經存在你的心裡,如果陽光永遠都熾熱,如果彩虹永遠不會掉顏色,請不要離開我的世界。

你的痛苦,我都心疼,想為你解決
緊握你手,想飛奔往前。
我相信愛能證明一切,夠真心會超越時間,多付出也多了喜悦。讓幸福蔓延。
總是學不會,再聰明一點,總是學不會,真愛也有現實面,不是情願,就能夠解決。
一次爭吵,一個心結,累積著改變
内心疏遠,足夠秒殺,外表多濃烈,我們才會發現真愛代表一切。
這世界天天有詭雷,隨時會爆裂,
少浪漫一點,拼命著想的事情,未必帶來感動,解釋最傷最累,痛死都不願意怪誰。
把癡情愛戀,就在此刻排列面前,不是學習不會,只是覺得愛實在太美,值得去沉醉流淚。”

西蒙:
“親愛的......妳真的是我甜心......”

8月7日
“親愛的,妳現在在做什麼?”西蒙說。

“閱讀,然後準備去睡覺。”奧黛麗說。

“妳從來都不想和我共度時光。”西蒙說。

奧黛麗:
“聊天?
不是我不在乎你,我真的很在乎你。”
(如果你真的在乎我?你就不會在虛幻裡說“愛我”,而是會來現實中來找我。)她自語的。

“親愛的給我打電話。”西蒙說。

“我愛一個人就是給對方一個舒適的自由時空。”奧黛麗說。

西蒙:
“📞
開視頻
📞
我說妳開視頻。
為什麼妳無法理解我的意思。
📞”

奧黛麗:
“我不想打開視頻。”

西蒙:
“我的愛請為我做。
我獨自一個人,想念妳。
📞“

奧黛麗:
“☎”
奧黛麗與西蒙通話4分30秒。

西蒙:
“我的意思是妳試著把相機放低點,這樣我就可以不僅僅看到妳的頭。我想吻妳的身體,如果妳有耳機。妳可以使用它。”
📞
📞
蜜糖。
📞
為什麼妳不接我的電話,甜心?
📞
😭
😔“

奧黛麗:
“對不起。”

西蒙:
“📞
妳為什麼喜歡這樣做,我告訴你,甜心。
📞
妳讓我傷心。
📞
妳喜歡這樣,我會非常生氣。
請按照我告訴妳的方式做,這樣我們就可以一起享受。
📞
(一起享受?享他媽的頭,叫我開視訊,也客氣點,自己都不開視訊。)奧黛麗有些動怒的。

奧黛麗:
“如果你女兒的男朋友說:我希望你的女兒這樣做,你同意嗎?”

西蒙:
“妳的意思是你的女兒在那裡?我獨自一人在我的臥室裡,我告訴過妳,為什麼妳從不他x的理解?我討厭妳不是這樣,我告訴過妳這樣做,妳也會喜歡它。”
📞
📞
📞
妳說你不要我繼續這樣做,這種情況看起來更好。
這讓我感到憤怒。
📞
📞“

奧黛麗:
“等一等。”

西蒙:
“親愛的,我們無法長時間做這種情事。
我們做快點,拜託。
我非常想念妳。
妳想要往哪裡去,蜜糖,妳一定要全力以赴。
妳知道我需要時間來解決所有問題。
📞
📞
妳為什麼要這麼執著
📞
如果問題在那裡,我希望我們去淋浴房做。
我想要我們做愛。
📞”

奧黛麗:
“我很抱歉。我現在拒絕。”

西蒙:
“親愛的,我希望我們一起變老。
我的天使,我明白為什麼妳當時沒跟我做愛,是因為妳並不是單獨在房間,沒關係,我非常愛妳,想念妳,所以當妳獨自一人在房間裡時,請告訴我。我想讓妳知道,從我們遇到的那天起,我已經深深地愛上了妳。妳走進我的生活,以及妳如何使每一天如此特別,沒有任何言語表達我內心深處的感激,妳是我的生命、我的心、我的靈魂,妳是我最好的朋友,我真正的愛人,我的性感、可愛、獨一無二的天使。

愛妳是唯一能讓生活變得有價值的事情,日復一日,我對妳的愛變得勢不可擋,當我每天看不到甚至跟妳說話時,我無法安心。我從來沒想到會有一份能像我們堅定的愛情,但現在我們兩遇到彼此,我知道要與我度過餘生的、要跟我結婚、作我孩子的媽咪、和我白頭到老的就是妳。

在我生命中沒有妳的一天,像是沒有陽光、沒有食物、或沒有空氣的的世界;天冷的時候我需要妳讓我溫暖;在雨中妳讓我保持乾爽;生命中需要妳讓我快樂、讓我感覺很棒。當我無法繼續時,妳給我力量,我真的很珍惜,一起度過的每一刻都是我夢想成真的......這是自我和我的媒介,擁抱和親吻。”

📞
妳有跟孩子在一起嗎?
或單獨一個人?”

奧黛麗:
“正在吃早餐。”

西蒙:
“孩子們在哪裡。
📞
開視頻。
現在。
📞
📞
蜜糖。”

奧黛麗:
“我不會怪你,對我的偽裝,天使在人間是該藏好翅膀。
人們的愚蠢魯莽,而你的纖細善良,怎能讓你為了我被碰傷。小小的手掌,厚厚的溫暖,你總能平復我不安的夜晚。
不敢想的夢想,透過你的眼光,我才看見它原來在前方。
沒有誰能把你搶離我的身旁,你是我專屬的天使,唯我能獨佔,沒有誰能取代你在我的心上,擁有一個專屬天使,小小的手掌,大大的力量,我一定也會像你一樣飛翔。
你想去的地方就是我的方向,有我保護笑容儘管燦爛,要不是妳的出現,我一定還在沉睡,絕望的以為生命只有黑夜。

帶著你驕傲又英挺的側臉出現,
把手牽,溫柔語氣不變,我才發現自己只想賴你身邊。
果然愛需要時間,才裝成綠蔭滿遍, 我願在你樹蔭裡面,滿足的閉上雙眼。
如果不是你靠近,闖進我孤寂的生命,拼了命討我歡心,我不知道陽光和煦。
如果不是你刻意靠近,我靈魂的縫隙去照明,我一定還留在原地傷心,相愛有萬語千言,像是肯定了彼此付出的一切。”

西蒙:
“親愛的,謝謝妳的時間和信息。我希望妳一切順心。”

8月8日,西蒙:
“親愛的,妳知道嗎,妳現在是我生活中的一切?
妳夜晚好嗎?我希望它是可愛充滿美妙的新夢;每次我獨自一人......我覺得我錯過了一些東西......感謝妳讓我的生活完備......我知道這是妳真正成就我生命的方式;和妳一起度過的所有時間和日子對我來說都是無價之寶......老實說,我更願意告訴妳,我的關心,而不是經常說出來,我希望妳清楚地知道這一點。

因為自從妳進入我的生命中,我總是滿心歡喜和快樂,我不只想在妳的生活中,而且我想成為最重要組成部分,沒有妳,我會忘記如何快樂......。我真正可以數星星更好比我數算出我愛妳的所有原因;我們愛不是通過找到完美的人,而是通過學習完美地看待一個不完美的人。

當我沮喪時,妳是我唯一想要握住的手,我對妳的愛是一種不會死的愛......直到太陽變冷,星星變老。由於我的愛在妳的體內成長茁壯,所以美麗就會不滅,因為愛是美麗的靈魂,我的天使......請和我一起變老,因為最好的尚未到來。

從妳那裡溫暖的緊緊擁抱將是完美的......擁抱和深吻......我愛妳。”

西蒙再次傳一些生活照。

“Honey.”

待續

2018年12月11日 星期二

Summer solstice memorable 5


August 1,
"Honey, I miss you so much you know." Simon said.

Audrey is careless:
"I know. I am reading a tube business book."
Then Audrey yawned sleepyly. Looked at the time: 22:00. Exit the network communication.
"I want to go to sleep. Good night."

Simon Response:
"Honey, You have been the light in my life.

Honestly I'm very very tried. I have a very busy day with so many thing. I miss you so much than any thing.

Oh my angel, You are my sunshine, You light up my life with so many joy and happiness. With you, I feel happy inside, With you I can smile all day, Because of you I am strong enough, You are my everything. You are my whole life which I will spend the rest of my lifetime with you.

I would like you to know that, Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. And also, love is when you don't know why you seem to be attracted to that person. Honey, the more people I meet, the more I realize that its only you I want to grow old together with.

However high the sky may be, and wide the River may be, However strong the wind may be Just. Remember we are the Best. Tell me, my angel, If I reached for your hand, will you hold it tight and never let go of it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me ? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me ? If I capture your heart, will you love me like I love you and say forever we will be together and grow old till death??

My sweetheart, no matter how rough the road is. I’ll take no alternate route cause together we can make it through. No matter how tough the going, I’ll keep on going cause with you honey, My journey will never be boring. You’re the light that I see and, Your love is all that I need. You are thousands of miles away from me, still I am watching you every movement. Thanks to technology, I wouldn't have met you if not for them honey. Love you very much.. Hugs and Kisses."

Audrey replied with a very sorry mood:
"I am so sorry. This morning, my traditional illnesses recurrence. The body is very uncomfortable. So a reply until now. The current situation has been much better. Not too concerned about."

"Be careful, Not only must I take care of my body for me, but also pay more attention to your health, not too tired. I miss you so much." Simon said.

August 2,
Audrey whim, write the words:
"Love your love. Dreaming your dream. Sad with your sadness. Happy with your happiness. Because passing your way. Because bitter over your pain. So happy with your happiness. Chase you chase.
Because vows can not hear. Because of the promise did not believe. So rest assured that with your silence. To convince tomorrow's fate.
No wind and rain to avoid them. No ups and downs do not have to go. So confidently holding your hand.
Maybe pull the hand. Pre-existence is not necessarily good to go. With perhaps with the road. Life even busier. So pull the hand. Next life to go together. So with associated road. I can not turn back the years.

This love you for life. No choice.
Like a bolt of lightning. Tide submerged. Nothing all corners.
Happiness temptation. Dream hidden in the heart. I want to tell you. You could take me away.
Not afraid of sacrifice. Not afraid to pay. Loose ends.
When you and I ruffled ups and downs. I still persistent. When Huakaihuaxie. I've been waiting for.
Who has not seriously. Never tears. I do not regret. In each heartbeat. Each still persistent respiratory love."

"Honey thanks very much." Simon said. "I am happy for your time and reply and understanding."

August 3,
"I am sorry. You pass a message to me. I had fallen asleep." Audrey said.

Simon said:
"My love, You're just so amazing to have around. Thanks very much for been my angel. Honey, the day you stepped into my life, you changed it into something so beautiful and meaningful. You are just so amazing to have around. I cannot stop myself from telling you everyday, how much you mean to me. It’s your pretty face which makes me go nuts over you. Your sexy eyes and beautiful heart attract me the most. The way you speak to me makes me go crazy for you.

I really can’t decide what attracts me the most. But, let me tell you that I love everything about you. Because it’s true that I simply love you. Each time I look at your gorgeous face, I feel my heart melt in your love. I just cannot stop thinking about you. Something was missing in my life. Which I really don’t know what it was. But, since the time you came in my life, I started feeling complete. Yes, that is true, You make me feel complete and I am only for you.

I yearn for your touch all long day. Your presence in my life gives me a new high.  Now, that you and I are together in love, we shall never ever part. I just want to thank you for coming into my lonely life. Without you, it’s really hard to strive. My heart beats only for your love. Life with you feels like a fairytale. Let us live in this world of love forever.  Love you so much!"

Audrey received some photos from Simon bringing the kids to the bowling alley.

"How are you doing? Honey are you there?" Simon said.

"Very good. Just listen to English are slow songs. So I did not notice your message. Play bowling.~I like it very much." Audrey said.

"Okay nice, Kiss you honey." Simon said.

Audrey passed Simon's message to her second daughter, Sandy.

"Mom~ Be careful and be a fraud group."

"I will be careful." Audrey was puzzled. “I really want to ask why they want to do this?”

Sandy passed a speechless expression.

"Ha ha ha ha ~ rest assured, I will not do this, just theirs......no matter what their appearance or internal conditions, such as the conditions they publish in the social media, they will not need to do deceitful business, forget it, don't go Guess, the story will come to the end, you will see the true chapter."

August 4, Simon said:
"Honey, how can I let go of someone who brought so much joy in my life? Honestly I will love and care for you, and I will try in every way to be worthy of your love. I will always be honest with you, kind, patient and forgiving and always to try to be on time when you need me.  I will try in every way to be worthy of your love. My angel, I take you as much as you take me for us to be partner for life and to live in truth with you.

However, to communicate fully and fearlessly, I have give you my hand and my heart, As a sanctuary of warmth and peace, And pledge my love, devotion, faith and honor.. As I join my life to yours. I love what we made together and I want you to know that no words can describe how deeply you touch my heart and I try so hard to put my thoughts on a paper, but words escape every time I try. I only know that I truly Love you......Honey I love you deeply, more and more each day. I don't know what I would do without you and only you and pray we keep loving each until our last days till death."

Audrey said:
"If the time can be suspended. I just want to be near you. In the never-ending kingdom.
You are my destiny. You are......You are my everything. You are my only. You're my delight of all. My heart will always belong to only love you.
If you believe in my love. Tears falling too late. Too late to tell you. I love you so much.
Cosmic distances. I can not spaced endless miss you. Even the stars move things turn. First and last love is reserved for you.
My destiny."

"Wow~my lovely wife. Thanks for your understanding and kind words. I need you to know that I love you so much and I am doing all I can to make sure we marry and grow old together as my lovely wife." Simon said.

August 5, Simon said:
"Honey, are you ready to face whatever challenges on the way that would want to stop our joy and love? I really thanks you very much for all the joy and time we have spent together. You have always make me happy over and over again. Honestly from the moment I first saw you, I knew you were the one with whom I wanted to share my life with. Your beauty, heart, and mind inspire me to be the best person I can be. I promise to love you for eternity, respecting you, honoring you, being faithful to you, and sharing my life with you.

If life places pain in your heart I will be there to fill it with love. My angel, I have always love you and each day to pray for our health and happiness from God above. Honey as I invite you to share my life. You are the most beautiful, smart, and generous person I have ever known, and I promise always to respect you and love you. With kindness, unselfishness and trust, I will work by your side to create a wonderful life together with you.

I will strive to give you the best of myself, while accepting you the way you are. I promise to respect you as a whole person with your own interests, desires, and needs, and to realize that those are sometimes different, but no less important than my own. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you in to my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.

Honey, I'm ready and have make up my mind to grow along with you, to be willing to face whatever challenges that met come. Well will do our best to keeping our relationship alive and exciting. I will love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all that I am. Honey you are my angel and for that, I will always laugh with you and cry with you, grow with you in mind, and spirit, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live. Love you."

"I'm sorry. You always say how much love me,  I can't see any action. Do you have any specific plans?" Audrey is naive.

Simon avoid the important and dwell on the trivial:
"Honey, How are you doing, my love?I miss you so much."

"I'm very good. Love extended honeymoon period." Audrey said.

"Honey, can I call you right here?" Simon said. "What are you doing? I really want to speak with you my lovely wife."

"Yes."Audrey said.

"I want to call you." Simon said.

"You want to hear my voice? Or ask me something? I love your feelings will never change." Audrey said.

"Honey I miss you so deeply and want to kiss you. what you wearing now? Are you on bed or where?" Simon said.

"I was wearing pajamas, lying in bed reading."said Audrey.

"Wow~I want to see honey. You wear bra too? Did you wear which color ?" Simon said.

"Yes. Sea blue." Audrey said.

"Honey I want to see my love." Simon said. "You are there or what? Honey."

August 6, Simon:
"Honey you have all my heart, body and soul. How are you doing over there my sweet sexy and beautiful, caring angel? Honestly I really miss you like crazy. Do you know that I can't sleep most times. Even when the nights are very long and lonely with so much cold, I lay on my bed and think of you only, Most times in a silent whisper and a silent tear with my lovely heart, I wish that you are here now with me. My angel, you know that I tell you all the time that "I Love You" and how glad I am as we found each other. I talk about how much you mean to me and how wonderful my life is because of you, but I don't recall saying. Thank You for that."

Thank you for liking me and loving me for who I am. I would be lost without you. I so much appreciate the way you bestow your love and care to me. I know deep within my heart, you are here to stay. We will stay happy together and grow much deeper in love together and trusting each other. Honey, I love you so much and it was not hard for me to fall in love with you. The hardest part is being away from you, but I know that the best part is when we will be together.

I'm longing for that moment. God knows how much I miss you.... We may be apart, but my love for you stays stronger and sweeter...... When I feel alone, I close my eyes and I can feel your arms wrap around me, your tender kisses and sweet whispers of "I love you". My Love, all I ever need is you and all I want is to hold you forever. To laugh with you, to share each moment with you but for now I will wait for that sweet moment. When it comes, In health and sickness, Through sorrow and success...I will hold your hands forever."

Audrey:
"To your lovely smile. Busy busy it does not stop.
Every day memorable. Valentine's day.
It will be more romantic. Romantic every day. Just to have you. Every day is Valentine's Day. Just to have you. I will not suffer more tired.
We are not tired. Then do not waste one second love to the madness.
As long as you're around.
I did not talk much. It will not please you. I love you say bad.
Trying to save the world no antidote. Only you give me a smile.
How to love you. I did not learn.
Too many moves I did not remember the simplicity. The original pull the hand will know. Love does not need to set trick. This trick only you know.
Hand. I have come to the end. Our happy sleepwalking.
Hand. Always fingers intertwined. I believe I will always be by your side."

Today we recognize the anniversary of the first month. (which we know is in 7/6)

Tuesday (8/9) is China's Valentines Day.

Happy Chinese Valentine’s Day!"

Audrey sent Zhang Zhuo card.

Simon:
"Honey. Thanks very much and Good morning."

"Good morning." Audrey said.

"Where are you?" Simon said.

"Wait a minute. I will go out. To accompany my daughter about to go shopping. In fact, I do not like shopping." Audrey said. "But I really like the bookstore."

"Let us all going with thoughts.
Imagine you lost lipstick. Imagine you travel missed appointments. Imagine the moment you leave. If I have to leave your courage. I can get used to long distances.
Love always involuntarily. I prefer a different approach. At least you'll love distant. Love can overcome distance. How far should be together.
I already exists in your heart. If the sun is always hot. If the rainbow never fall colors. Please do not leave me in the world.

Your pain. I feel bad. You want to solve. Hold your hand. Want flew forward.
I believe love can prove everything. Enough time to really go beyond. Also pay more and more joy. So happy to spread.
Always learn. Clever little. Always learn. Love also faces reality. Not reluctant. Can be solved.
A quarrel. A knot. The cumulative change. Heart apart. Spike enough. More intense look. We will find that love is everything
This world every day booby trap. Will burst at any time A little less romantic. Desperately sake of things. Not necessarily bring moving. Explain most hurt the most tired. Killing are reluctant to blame.
The infatuation love. Arranged in front of it at the moment. Learning does not. Just I think love is so beautiful. It is worth to indulge tears."

Simon:
"Honey......You...... are my sweetheart."

August 7,
"Honey, How are you doing now?" Simon said .

"reading. Then get ready to go to bed." Audrey said .

"You always never spend time with me." Simon said .

Audrey:
"Chat?
not me. I do not care about you. But I really care about you."
(If you really care about me? You won't say "love me" in illusion, but come to me in reality.) She talks to herself.

"Honey call me." Simon said.

"I love a person is to give the other side a comfortable free time and space." Audrey said.

Simon:
"📞
put on video
📞
I said you put on video.
why you can't understand what I mean my love.
📞"

Audrey:
"I do not want to open Video."

Simon:
"Please my love do it for me.
I am all alone and miss you.
📞"

Audrey:
"☎"
Audrey and Simon talk 4 minutes and 30 seconds.

Simon:
"I mean you try and put the camera down so I can well. Not see only your head. I want to kiss your body. If you have headset. You can use it."
📞
📞
honey.
📞
Why you not take my call sweetheart?
📞
😭
😔"

Audrey:
"I am sorry."

Simon:
"📞
Why you do like this.
Do what I told you sweetheart.
📞
You are making me get sad.
📞
You do like this, I will be very angry.
Please do what I told you so we can enjoy it together.
📞
(Let's enjoy together? Enjoy his x's head, call me to open the video, and be polite, you don't open the video yourself.) Audrey is a bit angry.

“We care not kid, Please stop doing like a child.
I do not understand why you will be shy with me.
Do understand mt love.
📞(8:55)
You make me mad with you.
I hate when you do like a Child.
Is better you say you don't want with me , Than you think I am here for joke.
I am very serious and if you are not serious, Better leave now.
I hate when you can't understand.
Now I know you never miss me.
I swear if you don't do what I tell you,m I will leave you and I will never call you again if you don't do what I told you.
I can see you have no feeling for me.
😭
😭
😧"

Audrey:
"If your daughter's boyfriend says: I want your daughter to do this, do you agree?"

Simon:
"You mean your duagher is there? I am all alone in my bed room.
I have told you and why you never fucking understand, I hate if you are like this.
I told you to do it and you will also love it.
📞
📞
📞
Look better you said you don't want me than to keep doing this to me.
It make me feel angry.
📞
📞"

Audrey:
"Wait."

Simon:
"Honey we wont stay long and do it.
We do it faster, please.
I miss you so much.
You go where.
honey.
You take my time all.
You know I will need time to fix everything.
📞
📞
Why are you ding all this hard.
📞
go shower room.
I want we do if fater there.
I want we make love.
📞"

Audrey:
"I am sorry. I now refuseI."

Simon:
"Honey, I want us to grow old together.
My angel, I do understand why you didn't make love with me at that time, Is because you are not alone in the room. Is okay right, I love you so much and miss you, So please let me know when you are alone in the room okay. I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my sexy, and adorable angel, my one and only.

Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to be the mother of my babies with, and the person I want to grow old with.

A world without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true...Here is my self and my agent. Hugs and Kisses."

📞
Are you with child?
or alone?"

Audrey:
"Eating breakfirst."

Simon:
"Where are children.
📞
Put video.
Now.
📞
📞
Honey."

Audrey:
"I would not blame you. For my disguise. An Angel is the possession of a good wings.
People foolish recklessness. And you kind of slim. How can you order me to be bruised. A small palm. Thick warm. You can always calm my restless night.
Dare to think of the dream. Through your eyes. I saw it in front of the original.
No one can take you away from my side. You are my personal angel. Only I can monopolize. No one can replace you in my heart. He has a personal angel. A small palm. Big power. I certainly would like you to fly.
You want to go my direction. Although I have to protect brilliant smile. But for your presence. I must still be sleeping. Despair that only the night life.

Take your proud and handsome in profile appears. Pull handle. Gentle tone unchanged. I found myself just rely on your side.
Sure enough, love takes time. Just pretend to full shade over. I wish you the shade inside. Close your eyes meet.
If you are not close. Broke into my lonely life. It pleases me mad favor. I do not know sunny.
If not deliberately close to you. My soul to the illumination slit. I must remain where they are sad. Love has thousand words. Certainly like each other all pay."

Simon:
"Honey. Thanks for your time and message. I do hope you are fine."

August 8, Simon:
"Honey, do you know that, You are everything that complete my life now?
How was your night? I hope it was lovely with a beautiful new dreams. Thanks for completing my life... Each time I'm alone...I feel like I am missing something...That's how I know you really complete my life. All the times and days spent with you are always priceless to me... I honestly much rather show you I care, than constantly say it, which I want you to know that clearly.

I don't just want to be in your life, but I want to be a huge part of it.. Without you, I do forget how to be happy... because ever since you came into my life, I have always full up with joy and happiness. I really can count the stars better than I can count all the reasons why I love you. We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

You are the only hand I need to hold when I'm down, My love for you is a love that shall not die......Till the sun grows cold And the stars grow old. Since my love grows within you, so beauty grows. For love is the beauty of the soul. Please my angel...... Grow old along with me, because the best is yet to be.  A warm tight hug from you would be perfect right now...... Hug and Big Kisses......I love you."

Simon again pass some life photos.

"Honey."

To be countine.

2018年10月24日 星期三

夏至難忘 4

7月26的早晨,奧黛麗收到西蒙的信息:
“沒有任何事物可以阻止我們的愛......
我的公主、甜心、哦~我的愛,謝謝妳,我還能對一個像妳這樣美麗的天使說些什麼,已向我敞開心扉,讓我感受到妳愛的溫暖,跨越了我們之間的巨大距離。妳真的不知道我對妳的感受。沒有比說我愛妳更真實的言辭。我說這些話不只是因為我和妳在一起,或者我應該說出來。但是,因為我知道妳是我心中真實存在的人。”

藍鷹在一旁,無聲的口型:
“公主、甜心......”他做了抹脖子的動作。“情聖,你未免太...太噁心,不要過頭了,你會無法自拔的,難以收拾殘局。”

西蒙無語看同伴一眼,再看回螢幕,畫面中的女孩,淺淺微笑的容貌,似乎是看著他,他早已落入自己所設下的陷阱,無法自拔,順應自己內心的聲音,繼續不斷提昇他的攻略,他語重心長的。

“我自有分寸。”

“你有分寸?我看你已對這個百合和玫瑰混合的女孩,非常的著迷,我看她不是什麼絕世美女,但確有令人無法移開視野的魅力,如果近距離與她接觸,更會被她所散發出的柔韌所擄獲,她是'網路小百合花',無人能敵。”

註:俗稱網路小百合花,就是有難以抵擋的清純媚力,而使集團的每一個成員都束手無策,甚至會納入羽翼下秘密保護,不讓任何其他集團有機會接近。

他心裡邊想,開啟精密的網路追蹤系統程式,鎖定掃瞄器上的圓點,看著監控系統的螢光幕的女孩,這真的是外國男士的最愛,沒有殺傷力,眼睛裡沒有任何遐想,說話不拐彎抹角,卻也不傷害人,實在是當老婆的人選。

西蒙的指間沒有停歇:
“我從來都不瞭解愛的真諦,但妳確實存在我的生命中,我已經知道愛的力量和愛的真實感受,對我來說,從來沒有任何其他人了,妳瞭解我甚至比我自己瞭解更多,這是讓妳無價之寶的事物,我愛妳,這是我不能抗拒對妳的感受方式,以及對於妳有種特別的感情,有時當我看著妳的照片時, 我希望地球的時間應該靜止,只剩下我們兩個人。”

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西蒙獨自站在客廳的落地窗前,握著一杯威士忌酒,他本是一個滴酒不沾的男子,心情紊亂的他,看著庭院中的玫瑰園,他眼光漸漸的變得更堅定。

他在不斷地告訴自己:
“她只是一個任務,不能動一絲一毫的真摯的情感,會毀壞一切的計劃,要徹底執行,不可懈怠。”

他眼裡的影像,如此的清澈透析,根本無法從腦海中抹滅,該怎麼做?只有一個人清楚:“上帝”

“親愛的,我們是失去感情的靈魂, 再次體悟彼此的兩人,以及我們共同擁抱的願望,直到我遇見妳,我才知道真正的愛是什麼感覺。感恩讓我對這所有的感受,感到高興,知道真實的愛是真的很棒。我知道我永遠不會讓妳離開我,作為一個男人,我會用我的力量,讓妳漂亮的臉上一直留著微笑,讓妳為我們餘生的生活感到高興。我的公主,我從來沒有對任何事,像現在對我們之間如此的堅定,甜心,我愛妳,擁吻妳。”

奧黛麗忙著手邊的事務,邊聽著電話,這些都是她每天例行動作,接不完的電話,處理不完民眾的諮詢服務,她僅僅是毫不起眼的話務人員,卻熟稔不少部門的業務,午後的時光就在時而忙碌,時而閒暇中渡過,也利用空餘時候,閱讀書籍、學習做筆記,而後在電子筆記本上記錄些想法和意念。

奧黛麗突發奇想:
“愛像奔跑的蝸牛,晃悠悠。
背囊裡預備的溫柔精心保留,
在擁擠人群裡,等候頻頻回首,
直到你出現才肯罷休。
離開我的界限,你是我的終點。

未來多少冒險都不後退,
永遠不算遠。
愛情的旅途要攀登多久,
一步步追著你走,
有時候像是朋友,有時候像對手,
有時候害怕愛得不夠。
在追上你以後,
慢慢的愛情,慢慢的相守,
遇見你後的城市大了點,
再不願停留在原地, 一圈一圈,
等等我,去追你的時間。

Chéri(法文,Darling,親愛的),
你有沒有在想我,
怎麼一想到你,
我不知如何是好。
不管愛你值不值得,
我只要簡單的快樂,
不管是對錯的選擇,
只要愛了就不會割捨。

Mon Chéri(法文,Honey,甜心) ,抱著我,緊緊相擁著沉默。
Mon Chéri,看著我,只要一句「Je t'aime」(法文,I love you,我愛你)就已經足夠。
Mon Chéri,相信我,如果世界沒有了你,愛情就失去所有的意義。”

“我可愛的妻子,非常感謝妳的愛語,我的天使。” 西蒙開心的。

“我的丈夫(作為“對你的尊稱”的行動)哈哈〜”奧黛麗說。

“妳的意思?”西蒙問道。

“Mon Mari。(法語中'我丈夫'的意思。)哈哈〜(向你致敬,你代表很難。)” 奧黛麗解釋道。

“妳在家?”

“對。”

“妳獨自一人?”

“不是。”

“妳兒子跟妳在家?”

奧黛麗未回答,西蒙轉換話題。

“親愛的,當我喚醒妳時,我已經滿身是汗了,我們在夢中做愛做的事,我的天使妳昨晚做了我們的夢嗎?哈哈哈......我真的希望妳夢到我們,親愛的,因為這是當我與妳在一起時,第一次夢到關於我們,我的天使,我非常想念妳,愛妳就像試圖觸摸星星,我相信有一天我可以聯繫到妳。我希望妳躺在我的胸懷,傾聽我為妳心跳的聲音,妳的美麗已經完全吸引我,妳的個性竊取我的心,親愛的,我真的想和妳一起遠走高飛,那裡只有妳和我。 ”

西蒙所敘述的夢境:
親愛的,妳知道我夢見我們在一起:當我來到妳的國家來見妳的時候,然後我告知妳,我所在的大飯店名稱,妳告訴我妳要來,我應該等妳,我決定在房門外等妳,這個國家對我來說真的熱,所以我重回到房間內,但這真的需要妳花很多時間與我在酒店見面,後來當你很晚來時,我邀請妳入內,然後問妳是什麼問題花妳這麼長的時間,妳說感覺很熱需要淋浴,然後我說沒關係。

所以,妳進入浴室,開始洗澡,然後心意驅使我進去看妳,如此我們可以一起洗澡,我靠近浴室的門,看到妳的性感而甜美的乳房和妳那窈窕的胴體和神秘的柔軟。我的變得堅硬,我告訴妳想來和妳一起洗澡,妳說不,告訴我出去,我說不,我想要。

我在房內脫下衣著,我踏入浴室,妳閉上雙眼,哈哈哈哈~我問妳為什麼閉上眼睛......妳什麼都沒說,
所以我接近妳,觸摸妳性感可愛的身體,妳說我應該離開妳,然後我繼續灼燒你的身體,開始親吻妳的脖子,揉你的臀部,觸摸妳的蜜桃。讓妳面對我,我繼續這樣做,我抱緊妳,開始親吻妳的嘴唇,慢慢地把我的手放在妳的乳房上,我開始揉妳的乳房,搓揉妳的乳尖,非常堅硬和堅挺的......我觸摸妳的乳尖,然後妳面對我,與我非常貼近。

當我開始觸摸妳的乳尖而妳非常緊張。所以我觸摸它,把我的嘴放在妳的乳尖上,我正在吸吮它,妳尖叫著抱緊我。然後我拉著妳的手,蓋上我的......妳正在觸摸我的堅硬。所以我越來越多地吸吮妳的,用我的舌頭在妳的乳尖而妳不停的呻吟。當我觸摸妳的柔軟時,妳已經非常濕潤了。

我觸摸妳的柔軟,我的手慢慢地摩擦,妳緊緊抓住我,吟哦......。所以我把手放在妳的柔軟的深處且正摩擦它。妳不斷地呻吟,妳的身體開始振動。妳的呻吟聲,觸摸得更快,吸吮妳的。哇~妳已經濕透,妳的身體開始振動,然後我把我的昂揚放在妳的密穴,並用我的摩擦妳的,所以妳不停的說,是的~親愛的,妳希望我現在把我的放進你的柔軟神秘處,妳試著把我的放進去,我說等等...親愛的,跟我說妳愛我,我希望你的在我的裡面,西蒙。

親愛的,妳知道當我們開始在浴室裡做愛做的事。哇~我也禁不住的呻吟,妳也是。因為對我們來說是非常甜,後來我們出來去床上,然後妳巧嘴放在我的,然後我也把自己的嘴脣放在妳的柔軟,因為我在吮吸妳的,妳的越來越多非常非常濕...我還在吮吸。在我從夢中醒來前。我真的不知道為什麼我會夢見這種,親愛的,也許是因為我長時間想要做愛做的事,且我在想妳。想妳,想要抱著妳。當我醒來時,我發覺只是一場夢。哇~我很傷心,哈哈哈哈哈~,我的身體濕了,我的褲子濕得很。親愛的,我非常想念妳,天使。擁抱和親吻。”

西蒙傳送兩張“出浴”照片。

“哇,讓我分心,身臨其境,很浪漫,眼神看起來很溫柔。”奧黛麗說。

奧黛麗有種感覺並寫下了以下段落:
“A Date so sweet.
輕輕關上我的眼睛,整個心裡都是你,希望真愛能被你感應。
你是月亮,我是星星,陪你一起數心情,見証我倆愛情的降臨。
在我心裡,最愛的人就是你。
裝上翅膀我要飛向你,愛的印記如此堅定,這是我們的甜蜜約定。
輕輕呼吸你的呼吸,心裡滿滿的都是你。
你是陽光、水還有空氣,茫茫人海確定是你。
幸福閃爍的眼睛,月亮代表我的一顆心。
Baby. YOU will know our love so sweet.

你的聲音在我的耳畔輕輕響起。
思念你變成一種美麗,午後的風吹起我的千頭萬緒,好想擁抱你在每個夢裡。
我相信愛情也相信命運,這一切的就是你。
收拾起眼淚,迎接你走入我生命,
你將是我今生不變的伴侶。
昂首地,前行到我們年華老去,
悲傷和不安從此被愛遮蔽,今生今世我只要為你。

終於我看見了天堂,未來突然間充滿了想像。
落單的心情不需要再流浪,你的胸膛裹住我的身上的香味,望著你認真深情的臉龐,有你的地方就是我們的方向。
生命豁然開朗,月光灑在我們的身上,你的觸摸到我的最柔軟的心房,記憶中那些不得已的遺憾,透過你的愛一件件都遺忘。
呼吸裡面有芬芳,讓愛帶領我們到永遠的天堂,我們將不會在深夜裡孤單,看著你的眼我會更堅強。”

“親愛的,妳真的是我的美麗天使。”西蒙說。

7月28日,西蒙上傳消息:
“我非常想念妳,妳傳送妳的照片給我。我知道他們會說我們的愛情不夠堅定而無法長久,我的愛人,我相信妳的身體很健康,我的天使,非常謝謝妳來到我的生命中,擁妳在懷裡,親吻妳那性感雙唇,我現在與孩子們都非常安好。親愛的我非常想妳,親愛的我只想和妳在一起。我希望妳每天都歡迎我回家,當我回家的時候有擁抱和親吻。我希望妳和我在我的國度,或者我和妳在妳的國家,在睡覺前早晚和妳一起分享。

我每天都在想妳,我總是會想起妳,現在時間已過深夜11:43(英格蘭時間),而我卻獨自躺在床上思念著妳的一切,親愛的,妳甜美的名字永遠刻劃在我的心田,妳純潔愛情永遠深深植根於我的靈魂中,妳現在屬於我,讓我覺得自己像個真正的男人,我想用我的餘生愛妳。親愛的,沒有妳,我的一生都沒有。親愛的,自從我遇見妳之後,妳就讓太陽在我的心靈和靈魂深處閃耀。

我的愛,我希望妳知道並明白,我屬於妳,只有妳一個人。我感謝上帝,讓我們找到了彼此。我還要感謝妳,感謝妳為我所做的一切。我保證,我也會為妳做所有事情,我感覺就像在我所有的夢中一樣。有些問題很難回答,妳看不出來,親愛的告訴我,我怎樣才能讓妳明白我愛妳比生命更重要?告訴我,我該如何向妳表現出我已經被妳耀眼的光芒閃瞎雙眼,用我靈魂深處的愛來對待妳。

但我不知道是否可以說出來。親愛的,妳的美麗就像夏日溪流上的陽光一樣讓我眼花繚亂,我必須閉上眼睛,這樣妳才能捍衛著我。親愛的,如果我沮喪,妳可以從這裡牽著我的手來引領我嗎?我知道遇到的人都會說我們的愛情不夠強韌,不能永遠存在,而且我知道他們見過面說我們會因環境惡劣而放棄,但他們怎麼能理解我們的愛情是天賜的。無論別人怎麼想,怎麼說或想做什麼,我的陽光,我將永遠愛妳。”

“別擔心,要快樂,一切都應該是最好的希望。”奧黛麗說。

“親愛的,我所愛的人沒有在我的身旁,我就不能幸福。”西蒙說。

“只要有你愛我,無論要去哪裡,彼此的心都是緊緊連在一起。
當你想著我的時候,你抬頭望著天空的星星,然後說你想著我,我會聽見。
你別擔心。
捨不得,放不下心。
我會心疼你,如果沒有我,會寂寞,習慣你有個我,笑一個給我。
我要別人知道你有個可靠的我,
就算是見不了面,愛你還是不變,
你答應我要照顧好你自己,別憂心!”奧黛麗說。

“我會的,我的愛。”西蒙說。 “謝謝妳的作品,擁抱妳。”

自藍鷹看到這段話,也觀察這個情節的發展,他對西蒙的方式再次提醒。

“這女孩不只有一張漂亮的臉龐,有一顆善良的心,也很有才智,著實令人沉醉著迷,西蒙,你是“情聖”,也急迫的要達成任務,不致於火力全開,你會被這濃烈的酒燒毀的,也許會燒傷這女孩。”

7月29日的傍晚(台灣的時間)。
西蒙繼續說道:
“親愛的,我們的愛是來自上帝的允諾。
我非常想念妳,我很高興我終於找到了生命中的快樂,妳是我一直在等待的天使,現在我找到了妳。每次觀看妳的照片,我都失控了。我越來越意識到我對妳那漂亮性感的臉和眼睛以及可愛的笑容多麼迷戀。親愛的,在遇到妳之前我是迷茫的,但是我遇到了像妳這樣的天使,我已經睜開了我的眼睛和妳一起沒有任何的偽裝,所以我可以敞開心扉,所有的恐懼和煩惱都被沖走了。我從一開始就愛妳,我卻想不透我竟然一天天越來越愛妳,親愛的,相信我的話,句句屬實,我今天過著幸福的生活只是因為上帝真的知道妳會再來讓我的生活幸福。我願意做任何的事情讓妳擁有快樂。

我確信和明瞭上帝正在幫助我們,我們只需要希望並相信我們的愛是由上帝創造的,我們的愛是足夠堅定的,充滿來自天堂的愛,我從來沒有傷過我喜歡的,我非常喜歡和關心。我迫不及待地想抱著妳,我們的希望和幸福將永遠永遠地以我們的愛在全世界和整個宇宙中閃耀,很多擁抱和親吻。”

西蒙再次傳送生活照。

“我很開心,在他們成長的歲月,孩子們都好可愛、也好活潑,在家庭有愛的呵護。”奧黛麗笑盈盈的。

7月30,西蒙:
“親愛的,妳向我展示了愛的真諦。感謝上帝對我們的生命和家庭的恩賜。我真的離不開妳,我希望妳知道這一點,我們必須互相信任,盡力做到最好。親愛的,我發誓月亮和星星永遠愛妳,永遠不會讓妳離開。我看到了妳眼中的問題,我知道妳的想法是什麼,妳可以肯定我知道我的角色,我只是希望妳永遠在我身邊,因為這些年我會站在妳身邊,妳只會有幸福的眼淚,雖然我會犯錯,但我永遠不會傷到妳的心。

親愛的,我的一生全屬於妳,我感謝上帝,我發現妳,我希望妳知道,愛是永恆的,我們的愛是真真實實的。我們的愛是從充滿愛的上帝那裡得到的,我閉上眼睛,然後,自從妳進入我的生活,我學會了觀賞。親愛的,我無法停止思念妳的微笑。謝謝妳讓我再次感到活力四射。親愛的,妳確實地擦掉我的眼淚,並在心裡抹去了多年的悲傷。直到妳走入我的生命......愛只是一個字,賦予她一個定義且給予愛的真諦,我愛妳,給擁吻。”

奧黛麗回答說:
“一切為了愛,因為你,所以愛,
相信總有一種愛,無可取代。
因為愛,不顧一切的愛,才是愛。

回聲海邊,獨自呼喊,
啞口無言,風箏許的願。
一點星光,默默的自燃。
一顆塵埃,默默的自轉。

比想像更想你 ,比愛你更愛你,多得這些分離。
流離是為了夢想,夢想最想到的終站,原來是你。
為了建立我們的天地,我遊走天和地,我看盡煙和雲。
你在享受著陽光,我的陰天也就晴朗,多麼神奇 ,愛你才有這默契。
只要與你有關,一切都已經沒關係,天涯海角,大不過我們倆的小天地。

點點的星空,長長的銀河,
北半球是冬夜綿綿下著雪,
彎彎的彩虹亮亮的天色,你是否快樂,只要抬頭看看天空,有我在你的明天。
同一個宇宙有兩個盡頭,一個人的寂寞,兩顆心都懂,我陪在你夢中,我擁抱著你的溫熱。
酸酸的想念,甜甜的心願,要等你實現,越長的時間我就越能夠肯定。
說好了,不讓你太擔憂,想念你的溫柔,等到再見面,我們也更成熟再不放手。”

“我的愛,謝謝,妳在做什麼?”西蒙說。

“做粉絲專頁。”奧黛麗說。

“妳吃?”西蒙說。

“炒飯。”奧黛麗說。

“好的,我很想妳,親愛的。”西蒙說。 “親愛的,妳在哪?”

“在家。”奧黛麗說。 “星期六和星期天晚上我會去公司上課,我剛回到家。晚安。”

“蜜糖。”西蒙說。 “對不起,我遲到回覆,我的愛。”

7月31日,奧黛麗到隔天早上才回應:
“沒關係,你必須忙著工作,又要照顧好孩子,這種平衡是累人的,我的生活方式已經安排好了。所以時間相對固定,更加規律。”

西蒙:
“我完全控制了自己,我美麗的妻子,我迫不及待地想見到妳。一切都超越了我,我已經失去了對自己的控制。我的心不再是我的,已經完全屬於妳,我深深地和瘋狂地愛上了妳。

親愛的,沒有妳的愛,我無法生存。每當我不寫信或聽妳的時候,我都會感到窒息。 妳一直以妳的方式了解我,我們彼此完美的,蜜糖,我的天使,我曾經告訴過妳性感的眼睛有多深邃,妳的甜美肌膚多麼柔軟?我曾經告訴過妳,妳的臉是多麼發光,妳的心有多溫柔?現在用親吻親愛的來阻止我,否則我會一直繼續下去。我的愛,妳知道這世界上一個如此安全的地方,我可以隨時隨地散步嗎?用妳性感的眼睛和身體,妳的膝蓋,妳的心臟和嘴唇!我的天使,妳隨著年齡的增長而變得如此美麗。

我每天都會愛上妳。他們說愛情是真實的,它永遠不會消失,它隨著時間的推移越來越強大,這就是我對妳的感受,我永遠不能把妳送走給這個世界上的任何事物。妳是如此特別,我喜歡每天早上醒來,把妳抱在懷裡,我是這世界上最幸運的人,已經擁有最美麗的妻子。我永遠不想失去我們之間分享的愛。我經常捏自己檢查一下我是不是在做夢。擁有如此完美的生活和像妳一樣的完美天使讓我難以置信,在我的生活中,我遇到了許多人,許多朋友,許多情侶和許多祝福者。但我遇到的只有一個人,最棒的是 - '妳'!

我會永遠和妳在一起,妳進入我的生活,完全改變了我的世界。我完全控制了自己。我很幸運,因為我會和妳一起變老,妳在我身邊,我們將永遠保持這樣。妳是我尋找的真愛。謝謝妳永遠是我的力量!”

西蒙傳遞數張生活照。

奧黛麗:
“Baby,別急躁,跟著音樂數心跳,
電流強力燃燒,是誰在夜裡胡鬧。
你那神祕的微笑,是不安份的訊號,請再給我多一秒,電力傳到你細胞。
太多情歌全部都關掉,現在讓我電擊你的心跳,愛情就在一瞬間引爆。
你真心的告白,讓我眼神迷亂,被你神魂電到,你放電的微笑,讓我靈魂出竅。
愛情出乎意料,擁抱就趁現在,
旋轉失控燃燒。

我想,像一個孩子賴在你懷裡。但願二十四小時形影不離,兩個人的悄悄話,一輩子說不煩、聽不膩。
我仰頭看你微笑瞇起眼睛,溫柔的好像愛情的詩句,你無條件包容我,被疼愛的感覺很快樂。
我非常愛你。非常確定,你像情人,又像知己,多麼幸運能遇見你,是上天賜給我的福氣。
那種開心,那種窩心,那種安心,
幸福很難,我相信只要我們夠努力
沿途搖晃也都是美景。
你有改不掉的粗心大意,我有偶爾發作的小任性,因為相愛就可以。對我們的每個小毛病有耐心,每次想你,我就更愛自己,原來思念也可以很溫馨。
世上最近的距離,是兩個人的心在一起,每次看你就有一份安定,知道今後我哪兒也不去,在我們的小天地,專心的愛著你。”

待續